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07 September 2012 @ 09:34 am
Way too much  
Okay, before I go into real life and everything happening that just makes me want to tear my hair out I have to say, I got a look at the Crystal Empire pre-order DVD and my gosh does Applejack look gorgeous. I don't know why I am so drawn to her but she looks beautiful. Dash looks a little too pastely and reminiscent of her G3.5 counterpart for my liking and Twilight's mane is too simple so that could be why, but still! Out of all the ponies I love seeing her dressed up even as simply as that. I also love the Grecian style Rarity's mane is in. Still not liking the hex eyes but we'll have to wait and see what that's all about. When does the show start again??

My goal for the coming week is to put as many costuming items my mom has made on eBay as possible. They are in a really tight spot with a car that isn't worth the money needed to fix it but having no other vehicle and no other option, and being severely behind on rent. They are just in a hole that is so deep they can't see a way out. So I'm trying to help in any way possible that I can. I know it's not my responsibility and they are not my responsibility but I can't just sit here and watch them sink. It won't take much for the company Dad works for to say he's done, and he's been out of work a full week now because he can't get there, which means no check, which means he'll be even later with rent, which makes them more in the hole, which pushes them closer toward eviction. Which would make it the third time they've been homeless. I can't have them staying here; I can't even have my brother staying here because I would turn into his mother and be making him walk the streets of Laconis until he found a job instead of sitting on the computer all day long and not contributing to the household income in any way, shape, or form. I'm sorry but that is just unacceptable and I have a lot of feelings on the entire thing.

Plus some friends of mine and their family are, more than likely, moving out of state and I...last night it finally started to really hit and I don't know what to do with that. So I'm sad and stressed.

And this weekend is so busy already what with a friend coming over, Game Day at church, church itself, helping above mentioned friends clean and pack.

I don't know how but I knew at the very beginning of the month that September was going to bring about a lot of big changes. I just knew it deep down and still feel there's more to come. I'm just praying some of the changes are good ones and not all ones that are going to depress me or make me so stressed I go into an anxiety attack like I did last night. :/
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